The answer you're looking for is not in *there*

Weekends are tough. It's easier to do well when I am chained to my desk than when the kids/husband are around. I started yesterday and today well, only to get the brilliant idea to make banana bread for the fam. I ended up consuming about half of it. I am so delusional I thought I could make it as a nice, nurturing gesture and stay away. Once I got a taste of it I just...didn't...stop...eating.

Don't know what I am looking for in the bottom of the bowl. The answer clearly is not there.