I'm so fat...

...even my CHIN has cellulite. I really hope it was just a trick of my eyes. I'm afraid to look again!

*Sigh* I am the only one who can dig myself out of this hole. I keep trying to force that "aha" moment. I think I have hit bottom several times and my weight. just. keeps. creeping. up.

A few things are for certain: I need to take better care of myself. I need to make time to work out regularly. I need to make losing weight a priority. I need to journal. I need to drink water. I need to get it through my head that I can and HAVE to do this. I need to plan. I need to get a handle on stress. I need to do it now.

So how have I gotten myself started down this path before? It isn't rocket science. I just have to start.